Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Tomorrow

Tomorrow
the end of today

the end of the year

the end of love
the end of loves lost

the end of grieving for people, passion, and poetry

the end of burying my head in the sand

the end of pretending

the beginning of something fresh, like vegetables and water

the beginning of developing relationship capabilities

the beginning of doing what I feel
the beginning of really feeling what I’m doing

the beginning of a new, more improved me consisting of:

reflection

caution
-less?

Development

Symmetry

Warmth

Thought

The ability to dive head first, no whammies, and being ready for the consequences

to not succumb to macbeths soliloquy, to control my bouts of apathy and to fully personify the notion that i am living.

i am REALLY living.

"To-morrow, and to-morrow, and to-morrow,

Creeps in this petty pace from day to day,
To the last syllable of recorded time;
And all our yesterdays have lighted fools
The way to dusty death. Out, out, brief candle!
Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player,
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage,
And then is heard no more. It is a tale
Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,
Signifying nothing."